THOUGHTS
everything is gonna be okay
as long as you’re okay
as long as jesus is here and real and forgiving
life is still beautiful
this year is not doomed
as long as I’m working and being fine tuned
I’m in love and I’m bleeding and crying and laughing
I’m afraid and brave and together alone
i hope
i hope
i hope
because there is nothing else to do
I’m afraid of memories and pain and the future
i just want to be sure and clear
i want to stop worrying
to clear my mind
and sometimes i just want to be done
but then the light comes back out for a little bit and its so irresistible
that i want to dance in it longer
until i trip and the thunderstorms come
but if i get up and keep dancing in the rain
maybe the sun will jus keep on coming out
and we can dance together